Worries

I worry too much..I worry too much
God I need you now, forever
really want to cry and bighug
I'm afraid, very afraid, afraid of the excessive and unnatural, I don't know why it happened, it scared, afraid to lose people who are very dear to me, I do not want that to happen again with me like a year ago
God what should i do? really I don't know what to do, please calm me, hug me, help me, I believe that you were always there beside me helping me and always protect me and those I care about
I hope God heard my prayer, I begged, and my story, I am sorry god for everything

i ♥ Allah